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Message: [QUOTE="NeverTooLate, post: 6822789, member: 475679"] Ok, so I decided to quit my studies. Lack of motivation towards the chosen career path is the reason. Basically deep down I felt and feel like this is not what I want to do for a living, I gave very little interest towards anything that I have envountered in my studies so far. I made a post about it already and I lost it in the bit space so this one will be shorter. Basically the time and effort invested to accomplish result X is not there, I just cannot see it. Maybe, the resistance from being a poker pro for 10 years is playing tricks on me. However I have to trust my heart and I feel like there are other career paths that speak to me more. Though now it is going to be poker for a uncpecified timeframe. I think this 6 week school experience was very valuable for me though. It has given me huge motivation to fix my shit, and work with more disclipline in my poker career. Basically when I feel demotivated I can just visualize myself sitting next to an oscilloscope in the laboratory figuring out how to code some arduino bs for a microcontroller, feeling completely like a deer in the headlights. Now, obviously this is not shit, and for some it is really cool and exciting, but for me, I didn't get it, and I didn't like it. All I was thinking is how I could have studied ICM how I could have been more discliplined with my poker etc. Also the proud chick who was my age hosting a course about working life, telling about her career path, made me think about stuff. She felt kinda proud about herself, and it did seem like she is pretty good at what she does. She kept telling us how we have made a good choice by choosing IT and how she could never be the one working as a nurse with a low salary. Her salary was 5-6k / month, after 13 years of work experience. I was thinking to myself, if I really but my ass to work with poker, how much could I make? Obviously not everything comes down to money and it's a rocky road if money is all you ask for with poker, but, hence I already felt like IT is not for me then it only grew my motivation towards poker and in general, fixing my shit. After my decicion to quit school I did quite well with my transition to poker, lot of meditation, decent strutcure. Then I got covid again and I have been pretty messed up for the last 3 days. Now I feel slightly better and I think tomorrow it's time to put on some work again, and rebuild my routines bit by bit. [/QUOTE]

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