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Message: [QUOTE="NeverTooLate, post: 6278385, member: 475679"] Thanks for the supportive messages guys, definately encourages to write more. Yesterday ended up being a kind of a disaster poker wise. Even though all my preparations were better than before any other session in a while. I went to the gym to do a yoga session, I cleaned my apt and work station, I did a 20 minute meditation. Then I registered some 22-109 usd tourneys, kept my table # under 7 at all times, but for whatever reason I was steaming hard, yet again. Eventually I ended up telling myself there is no point in regging if I punt like this (after the tilt the play always was bad) so instead I launched 2 PLO5 tables 2ith 25 dollar buy-in. It didn't take too long when PLO25 turned into PLO 1-2, then 5-10, then evetually 10-20. I reloaded from skrill only to lose a bunch and then went to winamax to play 10-20, and I had 400bb, over 8k€ in my stack from one 2k buy-in!! And what do I do when I have that stack? I sit out, to cook some late dinner, only to keep going to win more?! :confused: Any rational non degenerate would hit and run with 8k€ but hey lets come back and maybe we run it up to 15k, well, we all know what happened after the dinner, I ended up busting that 8k (some bad run involved which is obviously part of PLO5 so not some random gambling). So, the 2nd 10day stretch definately started with a big setback since I lost quite a chunk of my bankroll. I think I will actually cash out now and "reset" my mind by going down in MTT buy-ins, try to find the solid play where I can feel emotaionally stable. Usually starting from the ground and building up has workded well for me. My "ground" has almost alway been 5,5usd / 5€, I don't remember when I played lower than that really. But now I think 11d/10€ is the bottom, like going below that for me is just waste of EV too much. But yeah this resetting has worked quite well in the past, actually I started with 1k bankroll after I came back from the US (networth not just poker BR) and was able to convert super fast cause there was no option to degen the money away --> must play solid. Also the fresh start feel kinda like when you mess up a start for example in a console game, you just reaload and spawn back tho the beginning, and feel motivated to push your limits rather than continue the already messed up situation. Obviously the accounting stays and the end result of this 100days will take a hit, but it's a marathon and now I just have to regroup. Another day off today, went to hit some valls in the golf simulator, will yet again exploit my parents and go there for sauna and some relaxing and probably back in the mix tomorrow with some loooow stakes acion LFG. [/QUOTE]

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